Saw on my newsfeed yesterday that one of my Facebook friends changed his cover photo to this, and hehe it's too cute so I had to steal and reproduce it here. Wish it were really that easy to fly... wish life in general really were that easy

Oh and, first post of the year! Happy New Year friends :)

4 more days to emed EOPTs, 21 more days to final exams. I'm not ready :( I've been pretty sleep deprived lately too, but there's too much to do and too little time. Anesthesia posting at SGH started today, and I was this close to getting hypothermia in the OT. Being stuck in there for long hours is really no joke

In other news, today I also arrived at the toughest hurdle and drafted the hardest text message I've ever had to send. Goodbyes; I've always hated them... How do people go about uprooting things and people that have grown so deep into their heart? I could compare this to breaking up. It's so, so painful. And so... final. My thumb hovered above the Send button for the longest time, but... I had to do this today. I know it had to be done eventually. With this, there'll finally be closure. An end. I don't know what to expect and I don't know what my next incoming text message will bring. But I just have to be strong and have faith, and trust that everything will work out and unfold according to His plans. I'm scared shitless, but I'll tell myself to take a deep breath and be brave. Because He'll take care of it.

So I said a prayer, read through my message one last time, and pressed Send.

Labels: God, goodbye, scared, school, tired, worried