Chasing waterfalls
Joy ♥15 October 1992
NUS YLLSoM class of 2016
God, squirrels, puppies, singing, reading, travelling, long walks, stars
"It is raw and it is so damn real you want to run away just to soak it up and take it in. The soul mate. The one you feel vibrate when they are a thousand miles away. The one you hear whisper when they think about you. The one who lets you move freely but embraces your shadow from afar. That one. The one you feel like you have known for a million years."
- Unknown
O's!
Monday, January 12, 2009, 3:37 PM
greetings earthlings! (:
I had a really weird and disturbing dream last night, which involved someone baking a cake for me. but I shall not say who it was and why it's disturbing.
haha anyways, got back my HCL O levels result today! I'll just tell you that I can definitely drop chinese next year :) I won't say anything else! so shhh.
well.. not that I don't like having chinese lessons, of course (because that will break many people's fragile hearts) I just feel that after 10 years of learning chinese, it's time to focus on other subjects, like the subjects I REALLY want to concentrate on doing well in because they will affect my university majors and career path in future etc etc. I'll still be watching my beloved channel 8 drama series non-stop and speak chinese at home all day with my parents anyways!
alrighttttt. 2009 has been amazing so far (except for scar scar scar), and I'll try to keep it that way :D by the way, I'm happy because yan (haha I finally ran into her outside our schools today! like after 2 years okay. 2 whole years and fate only let us meet on my last day in ny?!) and si en did really well too! I haven't seen the latter in more than an entire year, she doesn't blog anymore and hardly shows her presence online. I shall get her to hurry ask her parents so I can have something to look forward to before school reopens for me D:
OHOH and. my new blogskin is 99.999% done but for some reason it doesn't feel quite right maybe I'm already rusty after retiring for one whole year so as to whether I'm replacing my current blogskin with the new one I'm still undecided because I have a feeling that it will turn out fugly since it's brown like poop and it will take a long time for me to get used to a totally new blogskin so I'm still trying to make up my mind and maybe I should just add a punctuation mark right here.
OFF TO SHOWER! SEEYOU :)
--
my new song obsession :) now playing! haha I fell in love with it immediately after hearing it on 91.3! or is it 98.7 hmmm. okay nevermind, just go listen!
Broken Strings - James Morrison, feat. Nelly Furtado
Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything
When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last change to feel again
I had a really weird and disturbing dream last night, which involved someone baking a cake for me. but I shall not say who it was and why it's disturbing.
haha anyways, got back my HCL O levels result today! I'll just tell you that I can definitely drop chinese next year :) I won't say anything else! so shhh.
well.. not that I don't like having chinese lessons, of course (because that will break many people's fragile hearts) I just feel that after 10 years of learning chinese, it's time to focus on other subjects, like the subjects I REALLY want to concentrate on doing well in because they will affect my university majors and career path in future etc etc. I'll still be watching my beloved channel 8 drama series non-stop and speak chinese at home all day with my parents anyways!
alrighttttt. 2009 has been amazing so far (except for scar scar scar), and I'll try to keep it that way :D by the way, I'm happy because yan (haha I finally ran into her outside our schools today! like after 2 years okay. 2 whole years and fate only let us meet on my last day in ny?!) and si en did really well too! I haven't seen the latter in more than an entire year, she doesn't blog anymore and hardly shows her presence online. I shall get her to hurry ask her parents so I can have something to look forward to before school reopens for me D:
OHOH and. my new blogskin is 99.999% done but for some reason it doesn't feel quite right maybe I'm already rusty after retiring for one whole year so as to whether I'm replacing my current blogskin with the new one I'm still undecided because I have a feeling that it will turn out fugly since it's brown like poop and it will take a long time for me to get used to a totally new blogskin so I'm still trying to make up my mind and maybe I should just add a punctuation mark right here.
OFF TO SHOWER! SEEYOU :)
--
my new song obsession :) now playing! haha I fell in love with it immediately after hearing it on 91.3! or is it 98.7 hmmm. okay nevermind, just go listen!
Broken Strings - James Morrison, feat. Nelly Furtado
Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything
When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last change to feel again
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